Yay!!!! We are having a baby. Its officially the 12th week and we are expecting the baby in December. December is going to be one big month for celebrations with our marriage anniversary, P's birthday, Christmas, new year and now an another birthday.
I have been feeling so so tired ever since we discovered I was carrying. I am more horizontal than vertical these days. The nausea is just so annoying. Cooking has become almost non-existent. P has been managing breakfast and dinner on his own most days and sometimes even the peapod. I think P feels I am being lazy at times because he tells me I should be active and that would keep the nausea at bay. I can not blame him because I am not sure about if I am lazy or tired myself ;) and I am just glad he lets me take advantage totally. All I know is, if I can lie down, I will, anywhere and for how ever long. If it wasn't for the baby, I probably would give up eating as well. Its sometimes just a waste of time and effort. Eating and throwing-up.
We told the peapod probably as soon as we knew and she makes odd references to the baby here and there, as in, these shoes are small for me so the baby can use it kinds, making me roll my eyes. Everytime I am throwing up, she comes and strokes my back telling me "mummaky uvav aa? vellam venno?" (mumma are you sick? do you want water?). When I am totally worn out and am tired feeling tired and am crying for no particular reason, she hugs me with a kiss and asks me if the baby is being naughty inside. Moments like these makes this mommyhood business totally worth it.